I'm in a relationship, and have been for 15 years. I love him dearly but, and I'm sure there are people out there who are in a similar situation. I crave the excitement of being with someone new! I want someone who gets my heart racing, who I can't stop thinking about and who I feel unyielding lust for. I miss the butterflies in my stomach as we edge towards some sort of intimacy. A kiss, even a light brush on the leg sends shivers up my spine. Like I said, I love my partner dearly, and I see a future with him, but I just need the last hurrah, or something?. Though I do not want this to be just a one time thing, something ongoing, illicit, lighthearted (or as much as can be) and fun. I'm still good looking, and I feel I could benefit from being with an hot man, someone perhaps in the same position.